It would not be an easy way to die. xxx I won’t say such things may not be necessary at certain times and under certain circumstances, but I cannot contemplate doing it anymore without revulsion. I know how difficult this is for you, but difficult does not mean impossible.” I finish my plea in an intense whisper. And if I were to fail, those paths would lead to their destruction. He is breathing deeply and regularly, eyes closed, mouth opening slightly as he inhales, head tilted back, looking both concentrated and relaxed, both at the same time. You vill not talk to me. This is not the reminder of a sin. Let’s go get cleaned up and try that again, shall we?”
“Ve shall.”
As I open our bathroom door, I tell him proudly, “I have something to show you.
